A New Year Sober
I woke up this morning before the sun came up. I felt excited about the day and a part of me couldn’t wait until the kids were up so we could start it. I knew where I was, and my car was parked exactly where I remember leaving it. AsRead More →
My Secret Almost Killed Me
The word alcoholism is scary and comes with all kinds of labels, stereotypes, and emotions. I hated standing up in front of everyone and having to say, “My name is Amy and I am an alcoholic.” It sent the butterflies in my stomach swirling and my palms sweating. Early inRead More →
Four Months Sober, And Miserable?
I was rummaging through some old papers and found a journal I wrote in during my first year of sobriety. What a gift it was to find! This entry was from September. I was four months sober. “One day at a time” * “Easy does it” * “Keep it simple” * “Don’t leaveRead More →
When Enough IS Enough
“Chris…I went back out last Thursday. I don’t plan on staying out, but I don’t know when I’ll be back either. I’m proud of you, friend.” This is the text I received at 7:21 pm this evening. This is the text that broke my heart. But, thisRead More →