When I got pregnant, I thought becoming a mom would keep me sober.
For my entire adult life, I had been making decisions based on what I thought other people wanted me to do or what would make other people happy.
Trusting women isn’t easy.
It is now 4:15 am. I woke up sober. I can’t sleep. I feel guilty, ashamed, and embarrassed. I know what’s wrong with me. I am a drunk. Every day I tell myself that tomorrow will be different…. Read More
My closest friends also know that for a couple of brief periods in my life, I did cocaine. A lot of cocaine. Way too much cocaine. I’m hardly the first writer to find that cocaine made my words sparkle.