For at least four months after I made the decision to quit drinking, I found myself in a strange purgatory. I didn’t want to be drinking. I didn’t want to not be drinking. I wanted all the “mores”… Read More
I always had this picture inside my head of how life would be in sobriety; this idyllic vision of having it all together. I was wrong.
I know I have one of two choices, acceptance of the situation or let it go.
The simple truth? To stay sober YOU HAVE TO REALLY WANT IT! I don’t talk much about the first time I drank after rehab, the memory is still very sharp and the wound is deep.